lesson learn

now i learn so much thing in life..
first lesson is about love..sound silly yet it still a lesson.. no matter how strong ur feeling is never ever make it stronger than your brain...yes..it will affect you mentally.. never love someone with all your heart..keep a little to urself..believe me i had done and now i still paying it... never put ur hope to high..because the higher ur hope or dream the greater the impact you will feel when you fall to the hard ground of reality... never ever regret for the love...appreciate it every moment..cherish it when u still have it because once u lost u may got it back but it aint the same anymore...love someone who will love you back...never blame anyone for your failure..accept it with open heart...don't ever change for other just be urself..if someone who love you try to change u than it not u who he/she love...done typing...haha.. got to pay the love i had uae before again..haha...silly me..why can't i just move on..just why..she seem totally forget about me..she seem so happy now...why can't my heart be like her...move on and start to meet with other...why when i see other couple i see us together..why when i see ur text i feel being stabbeb...why when i see she happy with other my heart feel very empty...not that i hate to see u happy but i hate to see other man beside me who make u smile...i want to be that man..but i know i can't...i'm not good enough..when they ask me why i can't move on..they don't understand my feeling...even when i dream about marrying oneday the girl beside me still u...when i think of having a children someday their mother is still u..yes i know i cross the line but only in that dream i can see us together not in reality...i know u don't even bother to read anything i wrote here and u may also not remember anything about this thing..but this is the only place that i think i can throw all the word..i can't express to other...