Agony

As I stare the sky..
It get darker everytime..
The I try to look at the moonlight..
It is too bright and I shut my eyes...

When I open it again I see nothing but an empty field..
I search for a place to lay down..
I found it underneath a big tree..

At the tree the was an owl that keep looking me..
The stare of it eyes penetrate deep into my fear..
I ran off without that bird doing nothing but just staring...

Than I realise..that my mind just fooled me once again to think that bird gonna hurt me...
The bird only look at me because of what I think was me but it just gaze behind my past that i brought along while running... Maybe it think how stupid am I..when I'm that afraid but still running and brought along something that useless along...and I realise that I had carry it since always...

Can I leave it here I ask to the bird...but the bird still looking sharply at me then a voice came too my hearing saying that why I ask the bird when it is my choice to decide whether to leave all that think behind or to carry it all the way around me...you stupid man...that is all in ur hand... But if u leave it behind never look back at it...

Another shout

Well..tajuk pon da shout kn..haha..at least still ade tempat nk aku luah or ckp sensorg lg... Mac.. Significant sgt bulan neh...ntah..n at this very month alu jatuh skali lg sbb bnda yg sama..knapa bodoh sgt alu meh..abb neh bkn second mistake dah but bnda yg sama..sbb dy..aku xtaw knapa aku xleh lupe kat dy sdgkn dy mmg lupe da kat aku..is this what love is?if this what people call love that it ia really2 suck man...sakit boh...skali lg aku tgok dy dgn org lenasa aku rasa dy akn kmbali..bodoh btol aku weh...

Kenapa lagu2 yg salu aku nyanyisa dgn dy bley ikot turutan dlm playlist yg da shuffle....bengong btol...yup..aku taw salah aku gak still simpan perasaan n xmove on..tp still aku xleh la bro...pdahal da bnyk kali aku ckp kat dri sndri ntuk move on..tp result dy still sama...bnda tu still ikot aku...sbb ape ntah...is this is love or guilty..aku xtaw mna satu.. Mybe coz aku jnji bnyk bnda dgn dy dlu kot...well dunno beb
..fuck my life...