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Agony

As I stare the sky..
It get darker everytime..
The I try to look at the moonlight..
It is too bright and I shut my eyes...

When I open it again I see nothing but an empty field..
I search for a place to lay down..
I found it underneath a big tree..

At the tree the was an owl that keep looking me..
The stare of it eyes penetrate deep into my fear..
I ran off without that bird doing nothing but just staring...

Than I realise..that my mind just fooled me once again to think that bird gonna hurt me...
The bird only look at me because of what I think was me but it just gaze behind my past that i brought along while running... Maybe it think how stupid am I..when I'm that afraid but still running and brought along something that useless along...and I realise that I had carry it since always...

Can I leave it here I ask to the bird...but the bird still looking sharply at me then a voice came too my hearing saying that why I ask the bird when it is my choice to decide whether to leave all that think behind or to carry it all the way around me...you stupid man...that is all in ur hand... But if u leave it behind never look back at it...

Another shout

Well..tajuk pon da shout kn..haha..at least still ade tempat nk aku luah or ckp sensorg lg... Mac.. Significant sgt bulan neh...ntah..n at this very month alu jatuh skali lg sbb bnda yg sama..knapa bodoh sgt alu meh..abb neh bkn second mistake dah but bnda yg sama..sbb dy..aku xtaw knapa aku xleh lupe kat dy sdgkn dy mmg lupe da kat aku..is this what love is?if this what people call love that it ia really2 suck man...sakit boh...skali lg aku tgok dy dgn org lenasa aku rasa dy akn kmbali..bodoh btol aku weh...

Kenapa lagu2 yg salu aku nyanyisa dgn dy bley ikot turutan dlm playlist yg da shuffle....bengong btol...yup..aku taw salah aku gak still simpan perasaan n xmove on..tp still aku xleh la bro...pdahal da bnyk kali aku ckp kat dri sndri ntuk move on..tp result dy still sama...bnda tu still ikot aku...sbb ape ntah...is this is love or guilty..aku xtaw mna satu.. Mybe coz aku jnji bnyk bnda dgn dy dlu kot...well dunno beb
..fuck my life...

confession..

nothing ever last forever..so that why i confess to you that i miss you..sorry cannot hold it anymore...will you be my friend tonight..at let me sit beside you telling you my side of story...would you lend your ear for me just for a while so that i can ease my pain and calm down my mind..

dimana..

thank you..nasib bek ade gak medium ntuk aku meluah something...kamo tahu..aku hnya perlu bckap jew..bkn aku nk wat bnda len..i juz want to talk..is that so hard? aku tahu kamo ade org len n aku xkesah tntg tu..bkn aku nk kcau..tp at least as a friend can you help me...i dun have many friend..aku hnya ade kamo..kamo paham aku mcm mana...but still kamo mcm da berubah...aku tahu aku bkan la sape2 lg bg kamo tp bg aku kamo jew yg aku ade... maaflah mengacau hidup kamo skrg neh..aku rasa aku da mengerti..mgkin soal hati aku tu biarlah kat sini..n maafkn aku skali lg sbb xbhenti mencintai kamo stiap detik yg aku lalui..sbb aku rindu dgn kamo..ya aku mengerti da sgt aku pahami..xda ruang lg ntuk aku isi dalam hati kamo tu..tp aku xminx tu semua...aku cuma minx sdikit perhatian jew..bkn untuk aku ngada2 tp skadar ntuk aku brsandar sketika...tp aku paham..ko da ade komitmen...mgkin ko da lupakn semua..tp dlm minda aku..aku msih anggap ko sgalanya...aku paham alasan yg kau bg...aku bg kau segala ruang yg kau mahukan..aku undur diri..maaf sbb mgganggu hidup kamo tuh..tp andai kata kau tringat aku..kau tahu aku akan sntiasa menunggu...kau tahu bahu aku sntiasa ade ntuk kamo...

time past by but my heart still feel the same...

masa akan ubati hati yg luka..tu antara madah2 para pujangga bila bercinta..tp madah tu aku tgok blom lg bg kesan kat aku..why? ntah..knapa aku xmampu pandang ke depan?kenapa aku masih berpaling kearah dy dgn harapan dy akan kembali sambut tgan aku walau aku sedar dy da berpaut pada org lain?knapa?sbb rasa sayang yg aku ade kat dy xpenah padam..stiap kali aku cuba nk kluar dr msa silam tu tiap kali aku akan tringat kat dy n blik smula ke lubuk luka tu...stiap kali aku cuba nk lari knangan tu tetap xnk luh dr hati neh....

just reminscent the time..

emm..cmna nk start ckp erk..ye kawan2 aku mmg macam neh..aku mngaku mmg aku tggu dy dtang blik kat aku..aku mengaku she is my first love..ya..org ckp the first love tu yg pling kita akan ingat..so that what happen to me... aku xkesah actually klu korg nk ckp aku neh bodoh sbb tggu dy but pliz jgn ckp aku terluka or serik coz korg xtaw the way she treats aku dlu..yes that i one time aku rasa special...klu dy nk ade org baru ke itu hak dy..korg jgn ckp aku neh xleh trima knyataan..aku da lama trima suma tu..aku lebih paham diri aku dr korg...aku xpnah nk tpu dri sndri..biarlah dy dgb kehidupan dy..yg aku pasti janji aku kat dy dlu aku cuba tunaikan..tu ja..korg xtaw n xkn penah tahu...